haven't been back for almost a yr... n coming to realize that i only come here when i feel like i want to talk or express my feeling out... which right now i feel pretty shit...

2010 has been an ... unexpected year... from nothing to buying my very own house... to starting up my very own company... to designing my very 1st dream home...

i should be nothing but happy... but have i really chosen the right path? you never ever given me any pressure, you never expect anything from me, you never ask me for more... yet, you gave me nothing but the best... and the last thing i ever want to give you is disappointment... yet... i feel like the only thing im doing right now is exactly that...

please hang on for a little longer... and with whatever it takes from me, i will not disappoint you with what i have promised you...

i will prove to you that you have made the right choice and no matter if they all say you're stupid, i will prove them all wrong.